Wednesday, September 9, 2009

OUT OF THE DARKNESS

AS I RECALL THE TRIP THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL HAD ME ON I AM TRULLY AMAZED.I FOUND MYSELF STANDING AT THE EDGE OF THE ABYESS.WANTING TO HURL MY SELF IN .MEN DRUGS ALCOHOL ALL REACHIG TO DESTROY ME.I WAS DIAGNOSSED WITH AIDS SOME 30 YEARS AGO,I LET THAT FACT LURE ME INTO THINKING THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE ANYWAY SO I CONTINUED TO USE ,EVEN MORE.

IN Y 10TH YEAR,WITH AIDS I WOKE UP AND REALIZED THAT I WAS STILL HERE,AND TOOK STEPS TO REGAIN MY HEALTH.ITTOOK SOME DOING AS I REFUSSED TO STOP USING . IWENT TO SUPPORT GROUPS AND REHAB,I FOUND THAT I WAS NOT ALONE AND 8 YRS. AGO I FOUND HARLM UNITED AND HARM REDUCTION I WENT FROM 26 BAGS OF CRACK DOWN TO THE 4 I USE ONCE AMONTH. TRUE I HAVEV GONE TO NONE BUT FEAR OF CHANGE HAD ME. SO NOW I JUST THINK THAT IWANT TO LIVE IT STARTED WITH A SLIVER OF LIGHT NOW THE DESIRE TO LIVE DRUG FREE IS NEAR BLINDING.I FOUND WHAT WORKED FOR ME HARM REDUCTION TRYN IT AND COME IN FROM THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!

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